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so basically this blog is me. as are all the blogs on here. whatever i post is something i find relavent to my life or just life in general. but the best way to understand anything i put on here is to simply.....ask.
Miss this fam @imhungryyo , marcel, Alex  (Taken with instagram)

Miss this fam @imhungryyo , marcel, Alex (Taken with instagram)

CALIFORNIA TRIP

So one of our friends bailed and we need an extra person for our trip to Cali . Any one interested hmu . Btw the trip is paid for by me

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

a deck of cards. for some reason i like to keep my hands busy, so i shuffle them 

Love, kris style ( nighttime rant, please read)

I’m made alot of mistakes. Actually I’m far from perfect but you know what. In everything I did or do I always gave those I love everything I had. No matter how much trouble I got in, or no matter what I had to give up I always put those in my heart first. People looking at me wondering how I always seem to hold it together and honestly I don’t know from my best friend killing himself to family drama at this point I don’t know. I mean I really don’t have someone to talk to due to everyone always going to me for stuff and I’m not mad because I’m realizing that this is just who I am . I need to be at peace with that. It’s just who I am. I’m a loving person who holds on no matter how long it takes. I was talking to my friend Courtney , who I’ve known since I was 12 and she just made me see that all this is worth it. The late night calls with people crying , the gas trying to get to whoever and wherever they are. My place in this world is worth it. So say what you want about me, turn on me as soon as I don’t benefit you, hate me the one time I don’t get you exactly what you want I don’t care anymore. If you dot see that the love I give is real then you don’t deserve to have it. I’ve always believed that love is powerful enough to make strangers care for each , make those who hate each other lend a helping hand. I truly believe real love is the strongest thing in the world. But dumbass people have polluted it so much that it’s hard to tell who means what. I’m here for anyone who willing to take me on. Anyone who is willing to believe that no matter what they do I’m behind them %100 . You hurt I hurt. Plain and simple. I know what I meant to do on this earth and that’s to love and touch as many people as humanly possible and know that it spread. Love didn’t used to be something just in fairly tales and naive little kids. It used to mean something and it still does to me and it still will. Once I tell you I love I’m with till I die. We may fight , argue , lie , do stuff that is just human nature but I’m here, theres a saying that I keep close to me ” I can’t promise that I can fix your problems but I can promise you won’t have to face them alone. ” straight truth.. You want love, someone to be there for you,a friend to catch you, or hell someone to take you out to get your mind off something,something different , you know where to find me ….

suckmydirk:

if i ever annoy you or hurt your feelings please tell me because there is a 99.99% chance i didn’t mean to

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Long day

There are literally 40 positions open with my company and I have been going through apps all day and people fucking suck !! Lol supposed to be camping tomorrow ,I’m stressed to the breaking point about alot, it’s just been a day lol .

“It sucks caring about someone so much, but knowing they don’t care like you do. It sucks having someone on your mind day and night and knowing you don’t even cross theirs. It sucks waiting for someone, but deep down knowing you don’t have a chance. It sucks trying to forget someone and trying to move on, but you’re scared to lose what you do have. It sucks remembering the things that make you smile and knowing you won’t be that happy for a while. But most of all it sucks not being good enough for that one person you strive to be perfect for. And that’s when you wish you could just give up and say goodbye like they did.”

allmyfavoritism:

story of my life

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